The One.

Simple Plan - Welcome To My Life

Do you ever feel like breaking down?

Do you ever feel out of place?

Like somehow you just don't belong

And no one understands you

Do you ever wanna run away?

Do you lock yourself in your room?

With the radio on turned up so loud

That no one hears you screaming

No you don't know what it's like

When nothing feels all right

You don't know what it's like

To be like me

To be hurt

To feel lost

To be left out in the dark

To be kicked when you're down

To feel like you've been pushed around

To be on the edge of breaking down

And no one's there to save you

No you don't know what it's like

Welcome to my life

Do you wanna be somebody else?

Are you sick of feeling so left out?

Are you desperate to find something more?

Before your life is over

Are you stuck inside a world you hate?

Are you sick of everyone around?

With their big fake smiles and stupid lies

While deep inside you're bleeding

...

No one ever lied straight to your face

And no one ever stabbed you in the back

You might think I'm happy but I'm not gonna be okay

Everybody always gave you what you wanted

You never had to work it was always there

You don't know what it's like, what it's like

...

Welcome to my life...

emotionally unavaiable

May this be the only reason i hear someone say "emotionally unavailable"

Multiboot

Doing what i believe is the right thing makes me sleep just fine.

Doing what i know is wrong keeps me awake.

Doing what I don't know weather is right or wrong shuts me down.

Lay misery upon

I know it goes against the Christian ideals but sometimes a lesson has to be taught or a scare must be given. For those that are at this moment planning to make someone rich in terms of misery, I suggest you stop your line of thought and just listen to me for a while.

People in general already feel miserable for themselves, just because they're alive. And it is in your intention to make that feeling pierce even more through their heart, isn't it?

I hope you consider the target's position in its emotional life, because if you go ahead and go through with this misery mission without taking that into account, you may well be the one pushing it towards suicide. It is really important that you be very knowledge of this, before plotting your little revenge.

Now listen closely,

    For this is one deadly poison I'm about to talk to you about.

For the sake of comprehension let's give your target an innocent name, so whenever I say piggy I mean "your target"

When you wish upon emotional misery upon piggy, there's one thing only you shall target, that is, its pride. But you shall not break it or trash, because that gives piggy someone to blame and to go after. It's better if you take piggy's pride, and then give it back in a way that it will be piggy that eventually breaks it.

This isn't an easy thing to accomplish and it is different with every case. But I'm open to give some guide if it is someone's wish.

John Scar Kramer of Lioncourt

Fireflies

Goals

Some people come to me from time to time to ask a simple question "what's your goal?".

For a long time I did not have an answer, now I have two…

After being questioned time and time again I decided to take a moment and think about the goals for my life. After a while I got the perfect answer, which satisfies my needs and hopefully your curiosity.

So my goals are the following:

Goal nº1: Live forever

Goal nº2: If it is proven that goal nº1 won't be reached, die.

Simple and syntactic.

Having these two goals give me the possibility to tag any other goal, as pointless and a waste of time.

Because if I live forever time will eventually change the everything and everything will change with time. And if I don't live forever, that means I'll die, turning once more, any other goal, to a pointless hiccup on my death bed.

Goals are good for you… not for me

John of Lioncourt

Friends..friends..whatever..son of bitches

I hate this feeling.

Generally speaking, i think i am a good friend.

[i may get there a little late sometimes but never out of choice..]

It takes a lot for me to call someone a friend, specially with a capital F.

Those are the people I love, people i feel i would pretty much do anything for. People i would go against my own principles to save their lives for..

They matter.

I believe in many things.

I believe friends should always support friends. I believe they must be honest and speak their mind, but that they should accept others choices.

What really bugs me, is when I feel I don't know what to feel.

Should I feel this away? Why don't I feel that way?

When a friends act childish and end up hurting other people, where should I stand?

Honesty. Maturity. They're key-points to me.

But when a friend of mine reveals none, do I support him, anyway? Am I able to love someone I totally disagree with on most times?Am I able to entirely accept their actions, even If I TOTALLY disagree with them?

I get confused..But then the bigger me raise upon.

For me, loving is wishing the best;that is the best gift I can give someone.

[not that i want random people to get fucked up in life..]

Bottom line, I want my friends to be happy, even if that means going separate ways. Even if that means that somewhere down the line I won't love them anymore, that we won't be friends anymore.

We are, not only what we are right now, but a result of what we once were and therefor we owe ourselves to be faithful to our feelings, even if these do no longer apply.

So,I am who I am with the conscious that if I am ever needed for, if i ever feel i have to, i'll stand up for them. I'll speak for them, and hell, i'll even justify their attitudes to the world.

Black books lock out

“Man can believe the impossible, but can never believe the improbable”

Oscar Wilde

I gotta a feeling..

Today was a good day. It was a normal day.

I am NOT a positivist. That was not the way I grew up to be. It isn't good, it isn't bad..It's all about perspectives.

Unlike what it would be expected, i tend not to make a big deal out of nothing which means I often feel like my days suck. When I don't, i feel stupidly happy.

The thing about today was I felt balanced. My day had its ups and downs and I feel ok about it. I feel peaceful. I feel balanced.

It actually made me wonder if that was how to be normal feels like.

Today there was no light at the end of the tunnel.There was no tunnel.I was just out there, wide in the open.

I do realize that me expressing my "joy" it is probably going to ruin it.But i don't care

.I feel I must say i out loud. Especially to my beloved ones.

Today I have hope. Even tough i now this won't last for ever, it makes me wanna pursue the best version on me.

Deep down, i'm just a EP waiting to be produced into a CD..

CrappyMusicMoment

Haven't you ever heard a music you though it was being singing to you??

Well, I'm just waiting for that awkward moment in which someone is telling me those exact words..

(i guess Justin was thinking about me when he wrote it..)

You might've been hurt, babe
That ain't no lie
You've seen them all come and go, oh..
I remember you told me
That it made you believe in
No man, no cry
Maybe that's why

Every little thing I do
Never seems enough for you
You don't wanna lose it again
But I'm not like them
Baby, when you finally,
Get to love somebody
Guess what,
It's gonna be me...

(...)

You've got no choice, babe
I've got to move on, and you know
There ain't no time to waste
You're just too blind (too blind), too see
But in the end, ya know it's gonna be me
You can't deny
So just tell me why

(...)

There comes a day
When I'll be the one, you'll see..
It's gonna-gonna-gonna-gonna-gonna

It's gonna be me

All that I do
Is not enough for you
Don't wanna lose it
But I'm not like that
When finally (finally)
You get to love
Guess what (guess what)

(...)

Because 1+1 isn’t 1

 

In Basic arithmetic's I learned that 1+1=2, as I think all of you did. But in Literature many authors made some mathematical magic and said that 1+1=1…

Never did I understood those illogical writers, growing up and how could I? Joining two pees, one and then the other always left me with two pees, and I can't tell you how much I wanted them to just be one. After many pees pair counting, I decided to give it a rest until a day that I could figure a away to truly say that one is false and the other one is true or that both are true.

And the moment came to me a few months ago… All I got to do is change everything.

I mean, I have to do like physicists and theoretical mathematicians do, break reality to an unreasonable sample of things, to reach the desired result, basically you cheat.

So I found that 1+1 ends up equaling to 1 in situations such as these:

• 1 ¹⁺¹ = 1
  
• (1+1)⁰=1
  
• (1+1)/(1+1)=1
  
• …
  

There are many others, but I think this may be sufficient to prove a point. That you can mold everything in your life to be whatever you wish it to be…

And to be truly in love you have to cheat…

What would you choose?

You can either be a dead hero or an alive coward..

My way to be thankful..

There is no better moment to decide to change things than after Thanksgiving's dinner.

It is, if anything, a holiday for reflexion.

In order to be thankful for something, you need to work things trough for a whole year..Something has to go right!! But instead of celebrating what went your way, why not noticing what didn't? I mean, why not thinking of all those things we could be thankful for and we're not?

In life we must search for THE balance.

And so I did.

The HO (ho! ho ho Jesus!!) in Ohio

Imdb gives it a 5.8 i say let's give ti a 7.
It's not a good movie, because it haas a poor script, poor acting, it seems like the story is incomplete, and Danny DeVito ends up being the gallant hero that literally fucks it all around.
But when you see it after a thanks giving dinner only with really not uptight  friends and closed age family, and then you join all for a good evening in front of the tv, looking for some laughs and embarrassing moments, this is a movie to consider
In the end... Fuck!