Wednesday, October 28, 2009

What a clever Godson I have

It happened last Saturday during lunch time, everyone was sited at the table, we were all except one. My godson was having a tantrum and didn't want to sit at the table and eat, although he liked the menu very much.

We waited all at the table for him to reconsider and join us so that could finally start to enjoy the fruits of my parents' labor, but he did no such thing. My father waited five minutes, but then he could not hold any more steam, he arose from his sit with a accelerated pace went to find my little godson.

They confronted each other in a place where we, the ones sited at the table could not see, but could hear; and the radio novel went like so:

Father: Behave yourself and go join us at the table, THIS INSTANT!!

Godson: NO!! I DON'T WANT TO!!!

F: Do as I tell you or you'll see!

G: No!

F: You have two options either you behave yourself or I'll slap you!

(And there was silence for 5 hole seconds where I can only assume my godson though about the words he was about to say)

G: I want the slap but with little strength

My father then granted his wish.

F: Now behave yourself and join us at the table…

G: No! I got the slap so now I don't have to behave; you go to the table…

Eventually he joined us for lunch, after a while. But here is a seven years old child that given the choice between two bad things (in one he would get hurt in the other would be his pride) he decided to control how the option he choose would affect him, Brilliant! I'm so proud! There are many adults that can't even imagine doing the same.

My linear algebra teacher in action..
(this being one of his poorest performances..but yet, funny!)

Jesus is on facebook and i'm having a jolly goood fun

Monday, October 26, 2009

"Sleep with angels and dream about me because one of these days, you're sleeping with me and dreaming about angels."

[nail IT]

The way it happens...

Well, i guess we can establish that love/liking/caring [whatever you want to call it] it's a part of our life.

Most people have already had someone else than who they're with now and most of them [i don't want to say everyone cause i don't want to hurt anyone's beliefs] will be with someone else.
What i find absolutely amazing is the transition from the last one to the next one. After been supportive to a few friends after their relationships went wrong, i think i can sum "the after" up to three different steps.

1º Step
Well this is be the most complex phase. You find yourself in a situation in which everything that was certain ain't anymore and that get painful. You can either deny you're hurting, or you get out there screwing everyone one you can, you may isolate yourself, you may pretend everything is alright...There are so many possibilities..The thing is this process as much as it sucks is essential to get to its end game: getting over her/him.

Hoobastank - I don't think I love you



I'm sorry, I'm sorry
I never though that it would come to this
I know we'll never get back
To what we were before
Cause I know that i don't love you anymore.


2º Step
After you've realized you're world has fell apart you start doubting yourself. You've dedicated so much time to that person that she/he became a huge part of who you were. With no one to define you, you reach an identity crises.Who was I before all of that? Who am I now?

Hoobastank - Who the hell am I?



I won't apologize
For who i come to be
Cause who the hell am I
If I can't be me
I've wasted to much time
On insecurities
Cause who the hell am I
If I can't be me


3º Step
The irony of this is it always ends up the same way: you get involved again..

Hoobastank - You're the one




I'm ready to begin
A brand new chapter of our lives
Just tell me
Where and When


As I think about the matters of life, I'm learning more and more about the human condition, its nature,its needs, its fears..

Basically, pain is a reality. There is no running away from that. And when it comes to people liking each other..

R.E.M. - Everybody Hurts

The thing about the worlds

There are three of them. The jack's world, my world and deWinter's world. This might come out as jealousy, but I would like some comments on other world's instead of deWinter's.

So please comment

Sunday, October 25, 2009

The first… Kiss

I was in an atrium when I noticed a couple in the lower stands, with no more than six springs ran by them. They were lovely and cute together, but something was strangely of… they had a guilty kind of look towards each other; one might think they were up to no good.

I stared, and look for evidence to cooperate with my suspicion, and although I couldn't listen to them the boy seam to say to the girl "do you wanna? Or not? I'm only doing it if we both want to", the girl responded with silence and looked up to me in the atrium, showing to my curious stare a smile of embarrassment, but then she responded to the boy positive, she also wanted to do IT.

The boy then grabbed her by the hand, and then with his other hand he grabbed the trousers of a man standing in the auditory. And then he closed his eyes, tightened the girl's hand and kissed… The man's ass…

I was astonished then has you must be now reading this words, and to break free of that astonishment I started laughing while looking to the boy who had kissed a man's ass and was now furious at the girl (who was laughing also)because she didn't do the same.

This goes to show that in love boys are always innocent and stupid, as for girls they are always cunning and evil.

As I calmed down my and turned to my family, they gave me a reprehending look, for that was not the way to behave in mass

Thursday, October 22, 2009

Do you spit or swallow?

My world

My world is...balanced.

I believe human nature is good. I believe evil gets learned. I believe when we get born all we are is good, all we have is instinct.
So, in my world we are all equals and FREE. We are all entitled to the same rights because deep down we're all the same..

All the things that bring humanity together are THE reason in my world there is no crime. We have no right to make others suffer on propose, for no reason but to please ourselves..

In my world, Earth is a huge village.. There are governments to help to organize society but there is no war between them. Each one of them has its purpose and that's that.
War makes no sense in a world of equals.

In my world, society provides the same opportunities to everyone, but those who worked harder got rewarded. They may get rich, respected,..whatever. BUT, the thing is in my world there are no status. I mean, richer people do not get millions of people to do their way. Ultimately, power becomes a pointless concept.

We call ourselves the bigger race, cause we're rational beings. So, if we think so clearly, we understand we are nothing more than animals who are able to do what other species don't (at least so deeply..).

But when it comes to become life (even) more pleasant, we don't take the time nor the effort to (try to) make it happen. We're lazy, and that got learned.

Knowing we all humans, we get we're all the same. Knowing we're all the same give us the information we have no right to act violently towards another humans.
Knowing we're all the same, we get that we are no better humans just because we succeed where others didn't. You may be proud of yourself, obviously, but that gives you no right to get stupid at people.

The ability to think made us develop the concept of knowledge. That teached us we need rules to live in huge groups. But when it comes to power and the abuse of it, i believe it's an option. You can have power and still do not feel like you rock the world. No, power means responsibility, and that is something only few people can handle.

My worlds is based on a simple thing : responsibility. And it makes it works.
It isn't perfect. It isn't even finished. But it'd work.

for the sake of argument and jp



My world

In MY WORLD there's war.

Because it's our nature, we are ambitious, we are jealous we want what other's want. There's nothing other have that you can't have, but everything has a price…

In MY WORLD there are rich and poor.

Because everything has a value, and there are things that are valuable than others. If we value money there will be people with more than the others, if instead we value friends some will have more than others.

In MY WORLD there's crime.

Because everything has a price and when someone has not what it takes to pay they'll have to find another way.

In MY WORLD we're all different.

No one lives by the same set of ideals or values as the person sitting next you in the coffee shop. Some might be coincidental, and be called laws. But eventually someone will break them.

In MY WORLD there's retribution.

Because we just have to feel good in the end.

In my world there's innovation.

Because we forever believe in a better world, and that we'll get there someday.

In MY WORLD there's love.

But also anger, pain, happiness, joy, disputes, sacrifice, work, and all other feelings that may pass through your head.

In MY WORLD we have free thinkers.

That speaks out loud words that are like feelings

In MY WORLD there are not given wrights.

Everyone has to conquer their own.

In MY WORLD there is death and life just the same has in the world we live in.

But in MY WORLD…

We choose liberty over security.

In my world

In my world there's no war.
There's no war because there's no need. There's no ambition, no jealousy nor revenge. There's nothing others have that you can't have so there's nothing you want to take from them.
In my world there's no poverty.
There's no poverty because nothing has value. Nothing except actions and words. There's no money, there's no trades because giving dust is the same as giving gold. You want nothing more than you have because everything is at your disposal.
In my world there's no success.
There's no success because all you seek is happiness, fulfilment. The only rewards for your work are joy and an increase in the common good. You work for everyone, but ultimately, you work for yourself. Those who don't want to work make other things; they're not as happy as you are.
In my world there's no crime.
There's no crime because everyone has what they need. And no one wants more. No one hates. That doesn't mean everyone loves, it just means that everyone understood what a waste of time and resources hating is. Again there's no jealousy. There's no evil 'cause there's no reason for it.
In my world there's difference and equality.
Everyone's different and that makes everyone equal in their differences. Each person has the same rights, the same duties, the same opportunities. Everyone respects this differences because that's the only way to be respected in return. There's no racism, we're all people. There's no discrimination because there's no hate and there's no superiority complexes.
In my world there's innovation.
There's innovation because people realized it gives them pleasure to have new ideas, to make things, to try things, to understand things. To have an epiphany is one of the best adrenaline pumps there is. Within all differences, there's different interests and everything is interesting to at least one person. In individuality there's team work, and that leads to better individuals. There's no stagnation, because there is evolution in thinking too. There are constant questions being raised.
In my world there's love.
There's love because it's good. That's enough. People realized they can't live alone and that there's always something they like in each other. When they like many things, they fall in love. But sometimes they stop loving after a while. Oh there are broken hearts in my world! There's suffering but there's no hate. People learned to appreciate the good moments, to live them and experience them with all they've got. In my world there's no hidden interests, the only goal is to be happy, as happy as you can.

This is my world.
“We are what we think. With our thoughts, we make the world.”

Monday, October 19, 2009

The weekly routine of thought in classes

These are the thoughts that come to my mind during classes

Monday

Economics and enterprises information analysis

The mean of Vj and the mean of Fj and the mean of my brain splashing all over the class room minus the coefficient of variation gives me a number. So better put the shotgun in my mouth and Sploush.

Quantitive Finance

Okay so to calculate simple interest it's principle times rate times ter. Calculate compound interest? Pv(1+interest rate)times to compound. With this Calculate the interest at a rate of a zilian percent compounded whenever the blue bird flies over your shoulder…. Sploush

Tuesday

Economics and enterprises information analysis

Heigh-ho, Heigh-ho

Heigh-ho, Heigh-ho

Heigh-ho

Building a graphic I go

Heigh-ho, Heigh-ho

Heigh-ho, Heigh-ho

Heigh-ho

Fuck I got it wrong for the seventh hundred time today… Sploush

Break

Go Fish!! HEHE!

Mathematics

I know this, I know that.

And the teacher got the calculations wrong once more, better get up and show it to his face, should I laugh, I should to keep the mood light.

Wendsday

Economics

Haba haba haba.(drool) I don't know anything of what she's talking about, and I don't care.

Break

Go Fish? Damn you!

Management

Hawo! (sleepy) I bet if I say her name I can be thrown out

Thursday

Economics

What a Supply curve, with such elasticity. That leaves the demand with such an inelastic strait line.

Management

I hate management, say "fuck! I hate management!", say it!!! SAY IT U wossy!

Mathematics

Wrong again Professor sir, and again and again, better let me do it.

Friday

Quantitive finance

Enter room Sploush!!!!!

Mathematics

I want to go home and stop correcting you. Please let me go home and I won't correct you no more PLEEEASSEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE!

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