Because it was starting to be a nightmare

In the dark of the night I was tossing and turning
and the nightmare I had was as bad as can be --
It scared me out of my wits --
A corpse falling to bits!
Then I opened my eyes
and the nightmare was...me!!

I've created a problem, which now follows me everywhere. I'm an ender teenager saying gibberish, and writing trash. But never did I repent my words like I do today (as in the present).

I've lied so many times, that if it is a sin, I will have a V.I.P. eternal session of pain waiting for me in hell. From white lies to black lies I've done it all. And normally I don't repent it, because I say to myself "everyone lies, what's one more?" But not all is roses, I've been caught lying several times, and more are still to come but not this time, I decided that some things have to stop before they grow out of hand, and this is barely out of reach.

Here goes:

I'm not keeping my promise to deWinter, (if you don't know about the promise, it was about saying who the Diamond really is on deWinter's Birthday). And the reason why is because now the diamond just looks, behaves, acts like just some broken glass.

I know you didn't like what you just read, but to repay everyone who took close attention to the events since the middle of may, I'll answer one question each with the truth, as long it doesn't have anything to do with THE DIAMOND.

Hope you'll understand, if you don't, just lefts me to say I've don't really care.

John Scar Kramer

I bow to a king greater than me.

A kingdom it's something everyone dreams about…

To be the solemn ruler of the land, to be a conqueror, a diplomat, TO BE KING.

There's no greater fantasy than this.

I've always have been monarchist, for all the dreams I've had since a child, for all the adventures I could have as and youngster, and now for all the power I'll have as an adult. But it seems it's not going to happen as I wished. And having to curve myself to a system full of crocks, liars and thieves, which act "in one with the people", saying it's

the people's choice, and that we're all equal; it's no longer for me…

I found a place, with a leader, a respectful leader, a lord of the land and a conqueror of the people, a diplomat in the middle of a war, I found the KING I wish I had to serve.

Sir Silas Benjamin (Ian McShane), ruler of Gilboa.

A Fair man, a fair king, a fair believer. He is a king with great power, but also with great fears and that, my friends, just makes him the most human person I've had the pleasure to see.

If you wish to see him as I do… tune to the show KINGS.

John scar Kramer

The Aftermath

It seems the pools are now closed, and the result is that noone should be excluded, and that we should add new authors. So respecting the pools decision, we opening a space. if insterested please apply, by sending an email with the reason why you want to join us to:

efapplycation@gmail.com

Good Luck

John Scar Kramer

The man in the park

There's a man, sitting in a balcony in the middle of the park. He's just sitting there, sketching on his notepad. Reminiscing about what battles past lost, wins never claimed and an ultimate sacrifice that is forever torturing his mind. He lost the one most dear to him.

It's the middle of the afternoon, and now sitting on the grass, green fresh grass, he looks to the world not seeing its colors, because his mind is elsewhere. It's in the sketches he draws in his notepad, a sketch of a woman, a girl, a child, a friend, a brother. He misses it; he was used to a smile, a hug, a touch, a joke, a laugh, a race.

He blames himself for that hole in his chess. It's his own fault, he shout's it over and over inside his head.

He lost everything, in only a month. And from that moment on he shattered every principle for which he stand by.

Once a thought ran throw his mind "at least there was love". But it just ran.

He is lost, and with a broken spirit, Next time you see him, just smile, you're not him.

John Scar Kramer

Tenacious D - Tribute - Watch more Music Videos at Vodpod.

Although it seems irrational this music video has a lot to do with me

Make it matter, this time

Here comes your chance, to break the deadlock, to be free from the shit you never wanted.

Set the pace;

create a new ways and visions.

Shatter any prejudice,

neutralize any negativity.

Kill every sarcastic remark.

Bring your own bombs,

take shelter and cover yourself.

Shout obscenities,

Scream fear out of you.

Point to the goal,

And then lead the way.

Once you're there,

After you did everything you could

And you gave your best

It will feel rewarding and deserving.

So have a ball,

Good luck for the exams

See you at the end of it all;

John Scar kramer

All the people

You hate

You love ,

You dislike

every little thing

You like

You ask

yourself

about

him/her

but the only thing that

matters is

US,

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CrappyMusicMoment

Today, Sum 41 are my choice. I really like them though i think they are not as good in live performance..anyway, they know how to show plus their lyrics are...Supreme!!

Sum 41 - We're all To Blame

...
How can we still succeed, taking what we don't need?
Telling lies as alibis, selling all the hate that we breed.
Super size our tragedies! (You can't define me or justify greed)
Bought in the land of the free! (Land! Free!)
...
And we're all to blame,
We've gone too far,
From pride to shame,
We're trying so hard,
We're dying in vain,
We're hopelessly blissful and blind
To all we are,
We want it all with no sacrifice!
...
This greed that we just can't resist! (Resist!)
...
Everyone, everyone,
We will fall.

Sum 41 - Over my Head (Better Off Dead)

What happened to you

You played the victim for so long now in this game
What I thought was true
Is made of fiction and I'm following the same

But if I try to make sense of this mess I'm in
I'm not sure where I should begin
I'm fallin'
I'm fallin'

Now I'm in over my head
for something I said
Completely misread
I'm better off dead
And now I can see
I think it could be
This hypocrisy is beginning to get to me

It's none of my concern
What is luck to me I don't believe in fame
I guess you never heard
I bet the makers they don't even know your name

But if I had to say goodbye to leave this hell
I think my time has served me well
I'm fallin'
I'm fallin'

This came all before
Those who suffer more
I'm too awake for this to be a nightmare
What's with my disgrace
I lost the human race
No one left for this to blow up in you face
Who said it was so easy to put back all of these pieces
Who said it was so easy to put back all of these pieces

Sum 41 - Pieces

I tried to be perfect
But nothing was worth it
I don’t believe it makes me real
I thought it’d be easy
But no one believes me
I meant all the things I said

If you believe it’s in my soul
I’d say all the words that I know
Just to see if it would show
That I’m trying to let you know
That I’m better off on my own
...
This place is so empty
My thoughts are so tempting
I don’t know how it got so bad
Sometimes it’s so crazy
That nothing can save me
But it’s the only thing that I have
...
I tried to be perfect
It just wasn’t worth it
Nothing could ever be so wrong
It’s hard to believe me
It never gets easy
I guess I knew that all along
...

Zip-a-dee Doo-Dah

Following deWinters advice i'm going to review some movies, starting with the song of the south. This is a pretty old movie and most of you haven't seen it or just forgot how it went. (I've also forgoten how it ended, and how was the plot). But one thing i never ever letted slip my mind was this great song Zip-a-dee Doo-dah.

If you're planing on seeing it now i must advise you to search in the cinemateca.

Have a good one,
John Scar Kramer

5..4..3..2..1..Action

John, Jack and myself are a bit of cinema lovers. We love watching a good film (and let's face it...even bad movies can be entertaining)...Therefore, i strongly appeal to both of you to start criticizing movies you have watched...i think it would be really cool...

It would be a cool way of discussing with our followers without the offense part.

CrappyMusicMoment

Apparently, the music i hear is not likable for the rest of the team..
The thing is, the way i see it,lyrics are a huge part of music...

So, I've decided to post from time to time musics i found cool and i hope you starting to like my ipod content a little bit more. So, I'm going to start right now.

Accidentally in Love - Counting Crows




...
Well maybe I'm in love (love)
Think about it every time
I think about it
Can't stop thinking 'bout it

How much longer will it take to cure this
Just to cure it cause I can't ignore it if it's love (love)
... but I don't know nothing 'bout love
...
Cause everybody's after love
...
But there's no escaping your love
...
Come on, come on
We were once
Upon a time in love
We're accidentally in love...
...
Love ...I'm in love

If I tried comedy

I don't know what to do really, three days after the Daisy confusion, which gave us some much to talk/write about. Until we started to crumble…

Jack took some time off, leaving just me and deWinter to entertain you.

Unlucky for you were not as enthusiastic to entertain you as Robbie Williams, he even wrote a song just about it, (and it goes like this "Please Let me en-ter-tain yooooooouuuuuuu!! Let meeee en-ter-tain you…"). But we couldn't just let some nut job, take part in this Blog so… we refused millions of dollars (stupid!) and commercial bullshit just because of you. And let me say, you're great friends of ours, and we love having you there as we are in this side of things, but even so… We're so freaking sorry to have turned down so much $Cashin$.

This decision left us as poor has we ever we're, but a heart filled with… with… well, blood, any other thing and we would be long dead.

Okay, we're not rich or sentimentally filled with anything, but… we are still here. ( well not here here, because in fact I'm in the south cost of the country, having a great time in the beach)

But we're here and we'll be here for almost every time.

Just hopping you can keep with us, and that Jack comes back quickly (It's not noticeable, but lately I only write Bullshit and deWinter, well… she's ok)

Rorschach

I’m too much of an egocentric to write better posts

After some time of reflection and bullshiting I found that I'm an egocentric writer.

I only write about myself, except those posts that are referred in the meeting , and many times that it seems I'm not writing about myself…well… I'm writing about myself.

See! Two paragraphs about no one else but myself! I'm the greatest… (Please complete with suggestions in the comments page)

And if you're not convinced please read every one of the 240 posts in this blog. Have a good time!

John Scar Kramer

P.S.: I'm probably not going to change; I was just stating a fact and nothing more.

Just so You know

This post aims to clarify my opinion towards Daisy (or whatever).
I was not the one who wrote about her in the first place, as in a matter of fact i was the only one who did not express any opinion whatsoever. However, is your knowledge she is not my favorite person and I want all of you, including her, to know why.

We've never been "BFFs" or anything alike but is undeniable we've got along in certain occasions.You are nice, kind, funny, pretty friendly, not stupid at all..i gotta give that. Truth is when we were cool i didn't dislike you so much i would wonder why we weren't closer for longer. I mean, i was fine with your presence in my life and i did wish you no harm.[although you've always showed you can get really bitchy, but who can't?!!!].

One day everything changed when you told me [proudly] something you did out of concern (i believe so) for Giselle.
I know you love her and you guys are great friends and so, i imagine it must have been hard to be shut down like you were(she had no intention to hurt you..she just was panicking). Honestly, I thought about what you had told be for quite a few time and only then, not being able to accept what you would have done, i told Giselle (who was pretty pissed but, typically of her, got over it just fine).
Then, i realized i had to step away once i could not support your actions. Did i did the right thing? I don't no, but i don't regret it either because it was what i felt like doing, back then.

Anyway, a few days back Giselle made me realize i might have overreacted.I mean, it all got out of control when i start picturing you as a huge friendly monster.
I gotta say i have thought about writing this post for a few days now, even before this Daisy's post mess. I did it because I just got over this. Right now, i would rather think of you as someone who lives in the same planet i do and that i don't know at all. Not because i despise you but just because i never had the pleasure. No more criticizing without proper knowledge, not more gossiping about you and your flaws, just peace and respect.

I know you are all about saying the truth directly and stuff like that. Well, i am too. I know you're probably thinking this is no way of dealing with things but i really had no other way of contact you and just spit things out..
So, i conquered my closer.

Just so you know.
Milady The Winter

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I'm in a mood for voting so i make you this question.

If you had a chance who would you exclude from the blog?

Please vote on the side.