Because it was starting to be a nightmare

In the dark of the night I was tossing and turning
and the nightmare I had was as bad as can be --
It scared me out of my wits --
A corpse falling to bits!
Then I opened my eyes
and the nightmare was...me!!

I've created a problem, which now follows me everywhere. I'm an ender teenager saying gibberish, and writing trash. But never did I repent my words like I do today (as in the present).

I've lied so many times, that if it is a sin, I will have a V.I.P. eternal session of pain waiting for me in hell. From white lies to black lies I've done it all. And normally I don't repent it, because I say to myself "everyone lies, what's one more?" But not all is roses, I've been caught lying several times, and more are still to come but not this time, I decided that some things have to stop before they grow out of hand, and this is barely out of reach.

Here goes:

I'm not keeping my promise to deWinter, (if you don't know about the promise, it was about saying who the Diamond really is on deWinter's Birthday). And the reason why is because now the diamond just looks, behaves, acts like just some broken glass.

I know you didn't like what you just read, but to repay everyone who took close attention to the events since the middle of may, I'll answer one question each with the truth, as long it doesn't have anything to do with THE DIAMOND.

Hope you'll understand, if you don't, just lefts me to say I've don't really care.

John Scar Kramer

I bow to a king greater than me.

A kingdom it's something everyone dreams about…

To be the solemn ruler of the land, to be a conqueror, a diplomat, TO BE KING.

There's no greater fantasy than this.

I've always have been monarchist, for all the dreams I've had since a child, for all the adventures I could have as and youngster, and now for all the power I'll have as an adult. But it seems it's not going to happen as I wished. And having to curve myself to a system full of crocks, liars and thieves, which act "in one with the people", saying it's

the people's choice, and that we're all equal; it's no longer for me…

I found a place, with a leader, a respectful leader, a lord of the land and a conqueror of the people, a diplomat in the middle of a war, I found the KING I wish I had to serve.

Sir Silas Benjamin (Ian McShane), ruler of Gilboa.

A Fair man, a fair king, a fair believer. He is a king with great power, but also with great fears and that, my friends, just makes him the most human person I've had the pleasure to see.

If you wish to see him as I do… tune to the show KINGS.

John scar Kramer

The Aftermath

It seems the pools are now closed, and the result is that noone should be excluded, and that we should add new authors. So respecting the pools decision, we opening a space. if insterested please apply, by sending an email with the reason why you want to join us to:

efapplycation@gmail.com

Good Luck

John Scar Kramer

The man in the park

There's a man, sitting in a balcony in the middle of the park. He's just sitting there, sketching on his notepad. Reminiscing about what battles past lost, wins never claimed and an ultimate sacrifice that is forever torturing his mind. He lost the one most dear to him.

It's the middle of the afternoon, and now sitting on the grass, green fresh grass, he looks to the world not seeing its colors, because his mind is elsewhere. It's in the sketches he draws in his notepad, a sketch of a woman, a girl, a child, a friend, a brother. He misses it; he was used to a smile, a hug, a touch, a joke, a laugh, a race.

He blames himself for that hole in his chess. It's his own fault, he shout's it over and over inside his head.

He lost everything, in only a month. And from that moment on he shattered every principle for which he stand by.

Once a thought ran throw his mind "at least there was love". But it just ran.

He is lost, and with a broken spirit, Next time you see him, just smile, you're not him.

John Scar Kramer

Tenacious D - Tribute - Watch more Music Videos at Vodpod.

Although it seems irrational this music video has a lot to do with me

Make it matter, this time

Here comes your chance, to break the deadlock, to be free from the shit you never wanted.

Set the pace;

create a new ways and visions.

Shatter any prejudice,

neutralize any negativity.

Kill every sarcastic remark.

Bring your own bombs,

take shelter and cover yourself.

Shout obscenities,

Scream fear out of you.

Point to the goal,

And then lead the way.

Once you're there,

After you did everything you could

And you gave your best

It will feel rewarding and deserving.

So have a ball,

Good luck for the exams

See you at the end of it all;

John Scar kramer

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You love ,

You dislike

every little thing

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Today, Sum 41 are my choice. I really like them though i think they are not as good in live performance..anyway, they know how to show plus their lyrics are...Supreme!!

Sum 41 - We're all To Blame

...
How can we still succeed, taking what we don't need?
Telling lies as alibis, selling all the hate that we breed.
Super size our tragedies! (You can't define me or justify greed)
Bought in the land of the free! (Land! Free!)
...
And we're all to blame,
We've gone too far,
From pride to shame,
We're trying so hard,
We're dying in vain,
We're hopelessly blissful and blind
To all we are,
We want it all with no sacrifice!
...
This greed that we just can't resist! (Resist!)
...
Everyone, everyone,
We will fall.

Sum 41 - Over my Head (Better Off Dead)

What happened to you

You played the victim for so long now in this game
What I thought was true
Is made of fiction and I'm following the same

But if I try to make sense of this mess I'm in
I'm not sure where I should begin
I'm fallin'
I'm fallin'

Now I'm in over my head
for something I said
Completely misread
I'm better off dead
And now I can see
I think it could be
This hypocrisy is beginning to get to me

It's none of my concern
What is luck to me I don't believe in fame
I guess you never heard
I bet the makers they don't even know your name

But if I had to say goodbye to leave this hell
I think my time has served me well
I'm fallin'
I'm fallin'

This came all before
Those who suffer more
I'm too awake for this to be a nightmare
What's with my disgrace
I lost the human race
No one left for this to blow up in you face
Who said it was so easy to put back all of these pieces
Who said it was so easy to put back all of these pieces

Sum 41 - Pieces

I tried to be perfect
But nothing was worth it
I don’t believe it makes me real
I thought it’d be easy
But no one believes me
I meant all the things I said

If you believe it’s in my soul
I’d say all the words that I know
Just to see if it would show
That I’m trying to let you know
That I’m better off on my own
...
This place is so empty
My thoughts are so tempting
I don’t know how it got so bad
Sometimes it’s so crazy
That nothing can save me
But it’s the only thing that I have
...
I tried to be perfect
It just wasn’t worth it
Nothing could ever be so wrong
It’s hard to believe me
It never gets easy
I guess I knew that all along
...

Zip-a-dee Doo-Dah

Following deWinters advice i'm going to review some movies, starting with the song of the south. This is a pretty old movie and most of you haven't seen it or just forgot how it went. (I've also forgoten how it ended, and how was the plot). But one thing i never ever letted slip my mind was this great song Zip-a-dee Doo-dah.

If you're planing on seeing it now i must advise you to search in the cinemateca.

Have a good one,
John Scar Kramer

5..4..3..2..1..Action

John, Jack and myself are a bit of cinema lovers. We love watching a good film (and let's face it...even bad movies can be entertaining)...Therefore, i strongly appeal to both of you to start criticizing movies you have watched...i think it would be really cool...

It would be a cool way of discussing with our followers without the offense part.

CrappyMusicMoment

Apparently, the music i hear is not likable for the rest of the team..
The thing is, the way i see it,lyrics are a huge part of music...

So, I've decided to post from time to time musics i found cool and i hope you starting to like my ipod content a little bit more. So, I'm going to start right now.

Accidentally in Love - Counting Crows




...
Well maybe I'm in love (love)
Think about it every time
I think about it
Can't stop thinking 'bout it

How much longer will it take to cure this
Just to cure it cause I can't ignore it if it's love (love)
... but I don't know nothing 'bout love
...
Cause everybody's after love
...
But there's no escaping your love
...
Come on, come on
We were once
Upon a time in love
We're accidentally in love...
...
Love ...I'm in love

If I tried comedy

I don't know what to do really, three days after the Daisy confusion, which gave us some much to talk/write about. Until we started to crumble…

Jack took some time off, leaving just me and deWinter to entertain you.

Unlucky for you were not as enthusiastic to entertain you as Robbie Williams, he even wrote a song just about it, (and it goes like this "Please Let me en-ter-tain yooooooouuuuuuu!! Let meeee en-ter-tain you…"). But we couldn't just let some nut job, take part in this Blog so… we refused millions of dollars (stupid!) and commercial bullshit just because of you. And let me say, you're great friends of ours, and we love having you there as we are in this side of things, but even so… We're so freaking sorry to have turned down so much $Cashin$.

This decision left us as poor has we ever we're, but a heart filled with… with… well, blood, any other thing and we would be long dead.

Okay, we're not rich or sentimentally filled with anything, but… we are still here. ( well not here here, because in fact I'm in the south cost of the country, having a great time in the beach)

But we're here and we'll be here for almost every time.

Just hopping you can keep with us, and that Jack comes back quickly (It's not noticeable, but lately I only write Bullshit and deWinter, well… she's ok)

Rorschach

I’m too much of an egocentric to write better posts

After some time of reflection and bullshiting I found that I'm an egocentric writer.

I only write about myself, except those posts that are referred in the meeting , and many times that it seems I'm not writing about myself…well… I'm writing about myself.

See! Two paragraphs about no one else but myself! I'm the greatest… (Please complete with suggestions in the comments page)

And if you're not convinced please read every one of the 240 posts in this blog. Have a good time!

John Scar Kramer

P.S.: I'm probably not going to change; I was just stating a fact and nothing more.

Just so You know

This post aims to clarify my opinion towards Daisy (or whatever).
I was not the one who wrote about her in the first place, as in a matter of fact i was the only one who did not express any opinion whatsoever. However, is your knowledge she is not my favorite person and I want all of you, including her, to know why.

We've never been "BFFs" or anything alike but is undeniable we've got along in certain occasions.You are nice, kind, funny, pretty friendly, not stupid at all..i gotta give that. Truth is when we were cool i didn't dislike you so much i would wonder why we weren't closer for longer. I mean, i was fine with your presence in my life and i did wish you no harm.[although you've always showed you can get really bitchy, but who can't?!!!].

One day everything changed when you told me [proudly] something you did out of concern (i believe so) for Giselle.
I know you love her and you guys are great friends and so, i imagine it must have been hard to be shut down like you were(she had no intention to hurt you..she just was panicking). Honestly, I thought about what you had told be for quite a few time and only then, not being able to accept what you would have done, i told Giselle (who was pretty pissed but, typically of her, got over it just fine).
Then, i realized i had to step away once i could not support your actions. Did i did the right thing? I don't no, but i don't regret it either because it was what i felt like doing, back then.

Anyway, a few days back Giselle made me realize i might have overreacted.I mean, it all got out of control when i start picturing you as a huge friendly monster.
I gotta say i have thought about writing this post for a few days now, even before this Daisy's post mess. I did it because I just got over this. Right now, i would rather think of you as someone who lives in the same planet i do and that i don't know at all. Not because i despise you but just because i never had the pleasure. No more criticizing without proper knowledge, not more gossiping about you and your flaws, just peace and respect.

I know you are all about saying the truth directly and stuff like that. Well, i am too. I know you're probably thinking this is no way of dealing with things but i really had no other way of contact you and just spit things out..
So, i conquered my closer.

Just so you know.
Milady The Winter

Because a voting is a Wright

I'm in a mood for voting so i make you this question.

If you had a chance who would you exclude from the blog?

Please vote on the side.

One of the best short songs EVER...

I KNOW you've already felt like this before..[if you're a boy or a lesbian]
LOVE THIS MUSIC...IT'S ORGASMIC!!






Flight of the Conchords - Too Many Dicks on the Dance floor

Too many dicks on the dance floor
Too many dicks on the dance floor
Too many dicks
Too many dicks on the dance floor
Too many dicks
Too many dicks on the dance floor
Too many dicks

[Jemaine]
Going to the party
Sippin' on Bacardi
Wanna meet a hottie
But there's Adam, Steve and Marty
There's Billy, Todd and Tommy
They're on leave from the army
The only boobs I'll see tonight will be made of origami

[Bret]
Tell the players, make it understood
It ain't no good if there's too much wood
Make sure you know before you go
The dance floor bro-hoe ratio
Five to one is a brodeo
Tell Steve and Mike it's time to go
Wait outside all night to find
Twenty dudes in a conga line

Too many dicks on the dance floor
Easy to fix
Too many dicks on the dance floor
Spread out the dicks

[Dave]
Too many dudes
With too many dicks
Too close to my shit
Too hard to meet chicks
I need better odds
More broads, less rods
I came to do battle
Scadaddle with the cattle prods

[Jemaine]
Too many men
Too many boys
Too many misters
Not enough sisters
Too much time on, too many hands
Not enough ladies, too many mans

[Jemaine]
Too many dicks
Too many dongs
Too many schlongs
Now sing this song

It's Deja VU all over again...

I'll start by saying last Friday was fun.
About the blog ...Jack isn't trying to kill it and neither am I, for that matter.
I am usually the last one to know about everything that is going on [not that i care] and so, this is why i see things:

All of us, me, John and Jack are free to say every stupid thing that we want. It's the way things are and there is no way out of it. [Obviously not everyone likes what we say all the time, but that is life. NO ONE likes what is said all the time.]

In this particularly case Jack is the most responsible for this mess. [I am so sorry..but truth over bros]. You ,Jack, had no right to go and change John's post.That's is it. John was right to change it back.
However, John might have screw up when he put Daisy's post link accessible in the first page, specially when she is not one of us [no offense] and is known under other alias.
Now, i gotta say that Jack wrote what he fell like to at the time and should not the punished by that. We are no supposed to like everyone and we CAN not support people's judgment sometimes.. But i guess regret is a bitch and so is John, who did not aloud Jack to get over it.

But what about me??
Well, i gotta admit i do not get Jack's attitude entirely because even knowing why he did all of this, his motivation is wrong..he shouldn't do it for the reason he is. Blindness sucks!

Second of all, i didn't say i would stop writing, i just said i was pissed at John, which i AM..You were a bastard when you took our permission away to edit your posts. I had nothing to do with your fight with Jack.

But one of our special gifts is being mad at each other and still being ok. We're awesome.

Today was THE day..!!

As I grew up, i would wonder about how somethings would be like.. How would be like having eighteen, how would high school be like, how would be not telling my parents every single aspects of my life, how would take my driving license be like and how would vote feel like.

Today i got up at eleven a.m. and I voted. I was magical. Crossing that little square knowing it would be count and it is actually making a difference...Unbelievably Cool..

Of course, for the past six months i have been telling all of my friends to go vote as well..I know many people has lost their hope in politics but i haven't. I still believe. Be a great citizen and VOTE!!


Some of you might be asking why..why i think this is a big deal. Well, i do think it is a big deal because...We've fought so much to get here, to have our rights recognized, to be free to speak our mind, that i think not voting is just not caring at all..

Hope is Last

Last Friday a lot changed…

After a week of stabbing, we decided to put the swords aside, and just have a blast for one last night. We were all there; me, Jack, deWinter, Giselle and Ginger.

Giselle and deWinter took a break and decided to take a slip of alcohol, making everything ever more cheery. But not even the pleasers of the wild life fill an empty stomach. So we decided to take our business to McDonalds.

There we trailed back to the same old subjects, until we were interrupted by an old woman who asked us if we could spare something to feed her. Being at the end of the table I reached for my pocket to spare some cash. But she promptly said she wasn't begging for money, she just wanted something to eat… I was surprised, never had I seen someone reject money that way. And due to that strange situation I accepted her terms and offered her a McMenu, Paying for it on the full receiving in return nothing more than a smiley thank you.

Upon my return the group resumed the conversation, but time flies when we're having fun. And at two a.m. we pulled ourselves up again and joined in reunion in the short space my car could provide. But this time, no usual conversation took place. This time we faced a crisis.

Jack's taking a break from the blog as some of you must cleverly realized after his last post. I tried to dissuade him and ended up making it worst, giving deWinter same the idea. Meaning; that this could be the beginning of the end of the blog.

We're close to having a last post.

The funny thing is… that at the start of it all, me and deWinter talked about the possible longevity of the blog and has I pointed to one year, she pointed to one decade… funny isn't it?

Hopping that this won't be the last post

John Scar Kramer

P.S.: Not knowing if this will in fact be the end of it all, I'll take this time just to say: Although I didn't ask her I already know the answer. Thanks any way

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Farewell

This is my line. I guess it's time to cool down for a bit...
I have plenty of things in my mind right now and I can't allow many distractions or I'll fail to reach my goals.

I really didn't like what you did. You're smart enough to understand it's implications. But I guess you're also meaner than what I thought. You saw it was getting screwed up and still you didn't stop it, you made it worst. I guess true friends stab you in the front...

As (pretty much) always, my intentions were good. But Heaven's full of that right?

“Why can't we get all the people together in the world, that we really like, and then just stay together? I guess that wouldn't work. Someone would leave. Someone always leaves. Then we would have to say good-bye. I hate good-byes. I know what I need. I need more hellos.”

Blood dripping down my back

Chief: How can we believe a man who would sell out his friends? 
Siegfried: Dumkopf! Who else are you supposed to sell out? You can't betray enemies! 

 

I was stabbed on the back and it's fucking disappointing.

I was waiting for something like this to happen but not this early.

So now I'll take some time to redefine some priorities, and then, we'll see what will happen.

Germanly Speaking

If you don't want me
If you don't need me
If you don't love me
Fuck you is the magic word

Yes, Jack said Fuck You!! But that's not what he meant... It's just that you push and you pull and you push and you pull... It's confusing! And he can't seem to make up his mind either... So you both lie there waiting for god knows what! Maybe with all this lying you end up just dreaming... Scheisse!

(I guess Jack speaks in the third person now...)

Spider

Title: Spider
Year: 2006
Country: Australia


Just remember: it’s all fun and games until someone loses an eye.

What is That?

A Goofy Movie (1995)

I was 5 years old when I first saw this movie. And since then i'm must have watched it, like a bilion times. give it a chance, and see it, i'm telling you it's an well spend hour,

Jack's Birthday present

This is just something, so that everyone knows that we did not forget

Lewis Black on broadway

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Opiate

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I'm scared as hell

The clip sucks but they are really good.
Nada Surf.Popular.

"Popular"

Three important rules for breaking up
Don't put off breaking up when you know you want to
Prolonging the situation only makes it worse
Tell him honestly, simply, kindly, but firmly
Don't make a big production
Don't make up an elaborate story
This will help you avoid a big tear jerking scene
If you wanna date other people say so
Be prepared for the boy to feel hurt and rejected
Even if you've gone together for only a short time,
And haven't been too serious,
There's still a feeling of rejection
When someone says she prefers the company of others
To your exclusive company,
But if you're honest, and direct,
And avoid making a flowery emotional speech when you brake the news,
The boy will respect you for your frankness,
And honestly he'll appreciate the kind of straight forward manner
In which you told him your decision
Unless he's a real jerk or a cry baby you will remain friends

I'm head of the class
'm popular
I'm a quarter back
I'm popular
My mom says I'm a catch
I'm popular
I'm never last picked
I got a cheerleader chick

Being attractive is the most important thing there is
If you wanna catch the biggest fish in your pond
You have to be as attractive as possible
Make sure to keep your hair spotless and clean
Wash it at least every two weeks
Once every two weeks
And if you see Johnny football hero in the hall
Tell him he played a great game
Tell him you like his article in the newspaper

I'm the party star
I'm popular
I've got my own car
I'm popular
I'll never get caught
I'm popular
I make football bets
I'm a teachers pet.

I purpose we support a one month limit on going steady
I think It will keep people more able to deal with weird situation
And get to know more people
I think if you're ready to go out with Johnny
Now's the time to tell him about your one month limit
He wont mind he'll appreciate your fresh look on dating
And once you've dated someone else you can date him again
I'm sure he'll like it
Everyone will appreciate it
You so novel what a good idea
You can keep you time to your self
You don't need date insurance
You can go out with whoever you want to
Every boy, every boy, in the whole world could be yours
If you'll just listen to my plan
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The end, it's not a show

I’ve reconsidered and I might regret it, but I’m too tired to keep playing. The worst it can happen is to be denied, slapped, or just a yes.
I’m going to say who she is but not here. It is one thing to explore self-feelings for better audience, but posting a name, in this bit board, is just a cruel, and shows lack of confidence in the other part. But don’t expect any romantic gesture either. A simple “it’s you” will do it.
But I’ll take this space to apologize in advance for all this rumbling going around for the last couple of weeks. You see friends make everything difficult when they try to help.
John Scar Kramer

Meet Ginger

Who's Ginger? She's the main character in the animated movie Chicken Run, or the newest commentator of our strangely conceded blog.

If you want to know about either of them you just have to see the movie, they are alike.

But tradition compels me to give some short words about them.

When you see Ginger for the first time, you see a happy free-range persona; she has the liberty to go anywhere… within the cage. Being a free-spirited, as she is, the idea of the cage isn't the dream. And she wants to change that.

She gathers everyone, who lives in a cage just like she does, and manages them, to do… well see here's her first difficulty, she doesn't come up with ideas, what she does is to ask the smartest person in the room what to do, after being briefed, that's when she puts the wells to work, and starts bossing around (which by the way makes her a pain in the neck), but do not worry when the time comes she's the one to step up to any adversity that pops on the way.

Now a very important word of advice tow things you should never do to her: give her false hopes, disagree with her. Because in the first, if the hope is not complemented with whatever she waiting for, she'll get very small and unable to put herself up, as for the second… I'll just say that Armageddon finishes second facing her disagreement.

I'll end this up just saying that she's looking for a cock.

Rorschach