Today a question propped into my head. "Has God contemplated suicide?", it still is and I can't think of an answer, nor logical or illogical. There's just not away to answer to this interesting question.
Because, I believe that God exists, and that he created Men at his image. We contemplate suicide, and as we are created at the His image, so must He too have had contemplated suicide. But He exists in everywhere and in eternity, there's no cease to God… so contemplating suicide wouldn't change anything, because the act of doing so would be in its very nature impossible, but we do contemplate suicide. And we are Him as He is us…
Anyway, putting this question aside.
Suicide is a taboo and a strange thing. When someone stands at the edge, between life and death there are only two feeling that occupies the mind are fear and thrill. Because there's some sense of ultimate control and infinite risk at the same time. There's the knowledge that one more inch it will all end, but there's also the fear that the end will bring more pain, than turning back a live to fight another day. And From the ratio of those two feelings we decide to live or to die every day. Fear and thrill, control and risk, hero and villain. These are things we're sold every day in our society, and then we either opt for freedom or protection.
And this is my strategy.
John Scar Kramer of Lioncourt
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