Back to school

Funny feeling, this one I felt today. It's like everything is about the same as I left. Three months ago I went on vacation and today I got back to that exact day, because people haven't changed, the place hasn't changed, even the weather hasn't changed... I'm already a bit tired, just 'cause of that: everything is equal.
I don't know, is it good? Ok, it can give me some security, some consistency maybe. But we all need to feel some evolution in things, right?
Bit lost right now. But anyway, because every day has a soundtrack:

I believe I can see the future
Cause I repeat the same routine
I think I used to have a purpose
But then again
That might have been a dream
I think I used to have a voice
Now I never make a sound
I just do what I've been told
I really don't want them to come around

Oh, no

[Chorus:]
Every day is exactly the same
Every day is exactly the same
There is no love here and there is no pain
Every day is exactly the same

I can feel their eyes are watching
In case I lose myself again
Sometimes I think I'm happy here
Sometimes, yet I still pretend
I can't remember how this got started
But I can tell you exactly how it will end

[Chorus]

I'm writing on a little piece of paper
I'm hoping someday you might find
Well I'll hide it behind something
They won't look behind
I'm still inside here
A little bit comes bleeding through
I wish this could have been any other way
But I just don't know, I don't know what else I can do

[Chorus x2]